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May. 14th, 2010 06:42 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
everblossom[Filter: Private]
I just ...
I just keep thinking. Avout her face, and how she stared up at me the whole time. And ... and all the blood. I can't ...
I don't know if she deserved it. I -- the things she did were terrible. She was trying to destroy everything. My family, and the entire country ... but I still don't know if -- if it would have been better, if ...
How do you ... ?
[the writing from here on is very carefully and well disguised]
[Filter: Public]
I ... I have a strange question.
If you've ... if you've killed someone, someone that meant a lot to you, how do you ... how do you get used to the idea? How do you know whether you did the right thing, or if things would have been better some other way? How do you reconcile everything that's happened, with ...
How do you stop thinking about it? How do you ... At the end of the day, how do you live with yourself ... ?
I just ...
I just keep thinking. Avout her face, and how she stared up at me the whole time. And ... and all the blood. I can't ...
I don't know if she deserved it. I -- the things she did were terrible. She was trying to destroy everything. My family, and the entire country ... but I still don't know if -- if it would have been better, if ...
How do you ... ?
[the writing from here on is very carefully and well disguised]
[Filter: Public]
I ... I have a strange question.
If you've ... if you've killed someone, someone that meant a lot to you, how do you ... how do you get used to the idea? How do you know whether you did the right thing, or if things would have been better some other way? How do you reconcile everything that's happened, with ...
How do you stop thinking about it? How do you ... At the end of the day, how do you live with yourself ... ?
