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everblossom) wrote2010-10-16 04:37 am
everblossom) wrote2010-10-16 04:37 am
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It's so strange to think about ... How long ago it was, thatDa Father sent me to Megam to pray to the Dragons for grace. Every time I think of how young I was, I feel a little bit embarrassed ...
I wonder how everyone thought about that, the whole time we were gone. I never used to pay attention to it, but I wonder if they thought it was a silly idea. If they were embarrassed ... if they wondered if something was wrong with the King, to send his daughter off to pray like that. Half the people here would have just as soon had me stay home and hang holly ...
I don't know that anything would have really been any different, though. Maybe I was lucky. Maybe if I'd stayed here, Erana would have just gotten better at leading me around, and telling me what I wanted to hear, until I did whatever she wanted. Until I was her figurehead for her revolution ...
I'm twenty now. Mother was getting ready to get married when she was my age. I guess ... I sort of am, too, aren't I?
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I always love seeing the Night of the Dead decorations go up every year. I can't believe the month is already halfway over! Everything's really coming together for the party itself ...
It's always lovely to watch the fall colors, too. There's something about autumn that makes the trees seem even more alive, even though it's almost winter ... just all the bright colors and the crisp air, I think. I love this time of year ...
It's so strange to think about ... How long ago it was, that
I wonder how everyone thought about that, the whole time we were gone. I never used to pay attention to it, but I wonder if they thought it was a silly idea. If they were embarrassed ... if they wondered if something was wrong with the King, to send his daughter off to pray like that. Half the people here would have just as soon had me stay home and hang holly ...
I don't know that anything would have really been any different, though. Maybe I was lucky. Maybe if I'd stayed here, Erana would have just gotten better at leading me around, and telling me what I wanted to hear, until I did whatever she wanted. Until I was her figurehead for her revolution ...
I'm twenty now. Mother was getting ready to get married when she was my age. I guess ... I sort of am, too, aren't I?
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I always love seeing the Night of the Dead decorations go up every year. I can't believe the month is already halfway over! Everything's really coming together for the party itself ...
It's always lovely to watch the fall colors, too. There's something about autumn that makes the trees seem even more alive, even though it's almost winter ... just all the bright colors and the crisp air, I think. I love this time of year ...