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I was right, when I told Ian I need to do more things. There's so much going on and Daddy handles all of it and I'm the princess ... I should start asking Daddy if I can handle more things. Even just little things, like arrangements for court celebrations ... or maybe if I can sit in on some of his meetings??

Daddy will think I'm sick, or something. But I do want to know more. I really do ... It's not so bad, right? Mother will be surprised, too, but ... but it had to happen sometime!! And ... and if I do get married, then it's important that I know some things. Even if it's to Ian. He only barely knows more about these things than I do ... and if I don't marry Ian, then ...

I'll ... I'll ask Daddy about it. Just if I can start going to meetings with him. Maybe he'll just think I'm curious ...