everblossom | (no subject)

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It's ... really silly, isn't it?? I just don't know... it seems so strange. I'm not ready to court and get married ... I'm already courting, but I don't feel like I am!! I just don't feel like I'm old enough yet...!!

I wonder if everyone feels this way... maybe I really am being silly. I just still have so much left to do, and I'm still just me...

...I guess I'll go riding with Brayden tomorrow...!! He's really trying his best, and I'm not helping...